my heart goes out to you, feeling that way is really, really hard to cope with. if it helps, i hope you remember it's a lot more common to feel that way and there's not a chance that no one you went to school with has felt this way at least a couple of times. i think it's one of the most common experiences for people to have in their 20s and sometimes 30s.
your workplace sounds seriously bad though and fingers crossed for you that something better comes along quickly ❤️ i know from experience how much sh*tty jobs can make it feel like you've been stuck there forever, both in the minutes dragging while you're there and in the sense of a few months feeling like years. but it definitely won't be forever. hang in there and you're definitely not alone, people are just bad at talking about stuff like this.
sorry to just burst in this way, i hope i don't sound patronizing or anything, mostly i just thought it might help not to feel so alone. sending a big hug if you'd like one.
AnonymousThank you, it was very nice of you to take the time to send this and it does mean a lot that you did. It’ll probably get better eventually, life’s just being a bitch rn for various reasons and I’m not having a great time with it as probably very apparent by that post
